Hell yeah. lol

Now thats how you take a fucking hit. Stoner/Drunk lol

This bitch is fucking retarded. lol

Trevors dream girl. lol

"Christian Woman" by Type O Negative

A cross upon her bedroom wall.
From grace she will fall.
An image burning in her mind.
And between her thighs.

A dying God-man full of pain.
When will you cum again?
Before him beg to serve or please.
On your back or knees.
There's no forgiveness for her sins.
Prefers punishment?
Would you suffer eternally.
Or internally?

For her lust.
She'll burn in hell.
Her soul done medium well.
All through mass manual stimulation.
Salvation.

Body of Christ.
She needs.
The body of Christ.

She'd like to know God.
Ooh love God.
Feel her God.
Inside of her - deep inside of her.

Jesus Christ looks like me.

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BTW he is talking about his COCK, I think.

Just for you Gary!

I love ya and you know it. You better know it. lol ;-P

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Every time I feel my body in your arms, I feel secure and nothing in the world can touch me.

Every time I feel your lips press against my cheek, my heart beats fast, and I really want us to last

Every time I feel your hand clasp mine, nothing in the world can break us apart

Every time I feel you hug me, I feel warm when I'm cold, no matter how cold it is

Every time I think of you I pray that well always be together -because no one else makes me feel like the way you do

And because I really do love you

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Your shadow by the window makes my heartbeat quicken.
Goosebumps arise along the trail of your fingertips.
My breath becomes shallow with the departure of your kiss.
I hear the sound of your desire in your throat.

Your legs are tangled in mine.
My fingers run through your hair.
The night is no longer as cool.
You look at me with a burning passion in your eyes.

I think back to how I imagined this night and nothing compares.
I stop thinking as your body commands my focus.
Your back is smooth, sweating and victim to my fingernails.
Our movements pick up pace as our feelings deepen.

I tilt back my head and feel myself losing control.
You are my taste, my touch, my sight, my smell, and I am yours.
It feels too much, but is it going to be enough?
I am so close; I don't think I can slow this down.

I let go in toe curling, earth shattering ecstasy just as you do the same.
I collapse in your arms and we drift to that place of dreams.
In the morning I worry that it was all fantasy.
I roll over, see you and smile.


Peace, ME

"Wrong again" by Martina McBride

"Wrong again" by Martina McBride

From the day we met
You made me forget
All my fears
Knew just what to say
And you kissed away
All my tears

I knew this time I had finally found
Someone to build my life around
Be a lover and a friend
After all my heart had put me through
I knew that it was safe with you
And what we had would never end
Wrong again

Everybody swore
They’d seen this before
We’d be fine
And you’d come to see that you still loved me
In good time

And they said there’s nothing you can do
It’s something that he’s going through
It happens to a lot of men
And I told myself that they were right
That you’d wake up and see the light
And I just had to wait ’til then
Wrong again

And it seemed to me the pain would last
My chance for happiness had passed
And nothing waited ’round the bend
I was sure I’d never find someone
To heal the damage you had done
And my poor heart would never mend
Wrong again
Wrong again

Its been a while, huh?

So here's whats been happening in my life lately. Well as most have heard I broke up with Preston and the reason for that happening is his and my relationship got so bad that we started actually fighting each other. Ya know I suppose we were just to different for it to work. I dont regret for a minute being with him though. I guess I learned a lot about myself. I hope nothing but the best for him and I hope he finds his perfect princess, ya know? I'm actually trying to still be friends with him mostly for Rian but he is making it very fucking hard. Preston and his little girlfriends keep bothering me and the thing is I dont know any of them. Oh well they'll learn not to fuck with me in time.

Anyway, my best friend came and stayed with me for a few months but she had to go back home because she found out her mom has cancer. "GOD BLESS YOU". Anyway, when she was here we started going to church. I converted to Roman Calolic religion. I love it to death. The one place I feel I belong ya know? Well I hope I see my friend soon. I love you girl.

In other news. There is a very importent person that came in my life some months ago. He is very special to me. Ya know I thought I was going to crack up untill he came around. I would have to say he is my best friend too. He is the only guy I know that can make me laugh all the time. He is a true sweet heart. He has a bit of anger problem LOL JUST PLAYING. Anyway Gary you are very sweet and you really do mean a lot to me. I hope you never go away.

A few words on Rian. He is EVIL. lol Just playing. He is doing good. He is so smart and funny. He is often sad cause he dont get to spend hardly anytime with his father. Papa, Uncle Trevor, and even Gary spend a lot of time with him so he does have men in his life. I know that Rian still would love to spend time with Preston though but ya know things will workout.

later
shannon