It's been a long time. lol

Well hello everyone. How have you been? I've been pretty shit myself. Where does it all begin... Oh I know last year me and my boyfriend of 3yrs broke up. Yeah I know that sucks but him and I are still atleast good friends. Or so I think.

So a few months after him and I split I got involved with this fucking idiot who's nothing but a completely and total loser and junkie. Well anyway him and myself started dating and boy wasnt that a mistake lol. When him and I first started dating he was kool and all and I didnt know he did ever drug in the world until I one took him to see his crack head friend and there I seen it... I seen him doing crack, weed, acid, and heroin. Considering my Dad is a cop I really never been around that shit or seen it in person. I think drugs and shit and one of the dumbest things someone could do to themselves.

So time went on and I didnt take him anywhere he would just go on his on and do that shit. People started asking me if I dont that shit and was like "fuck no and you couldnt pay me enough to" I mean i'm not a fucking retard. AS time drug on he started bitching so much he didnt want me to hang out with anyone at all but him. So I finelly kick his ass to the curb. I'm not one for being controled and he thought I was. lol Stupid boy huh?

Anyway things at the present moment are ok I guess my son is so big know and very smart I couldnt ask for a more beautiful person in my life. I'm finelly getting back into talking to my friends again and i'm thankful for that cause damn I missed them.

Oh and last night I went and hung out with my baby's daddy yesterday and must say that was a hell of a time. Very very nice!! lol ;-)

''-Phoenix