Stress, Depressed

Hello,
I'm very very very stressed out and down right now. I'm afraid that I'm the one making my boyfriend unhappy and just thinking that makes me want to brust into tears. He means so much to me and I dont know what to do. He tells me he wants to be with me but I honestly dont know if I should believe him or not. I understand why he is lying IF he is lying. Well let me feel you in on how I use to be in the past. I was selfish and wanted him to be with me even if it meant he wasnt happy. I wanted him because I was scared of being alone and I was obsecced with him. I also would flip out if he tried to tell me if him was having any bad feelings. I know you are probably thinking thats a stupid selfish girl. Indeed I was but see I'm not that person anymore. I love him with all my heart and I just want him to be happy I dont care what it takes. If that means that he would have to leave me and go to someone else then so be it. All I want is his happness. I rather see his beautiful smile then his heart melting eyes cry. He is everything as is our son but I want him to be happy. If he feel being with me will make him happy then I'm happy and gald, but if he feels us not being together will make him happy then YES I'm hurt and sad but still glad he found away to be happy. Preston if you are reading this I want you to know I love you with all my heart and soul. So what makes you happy baby.

Shannon