life. No seriously I do. Theres a few things about my life I dont hate but in general I hate it. I thought maybe my life had changed and I found someone that loves me, but like always I was disappointed. I wish I could be right one time. I'm so alone. I dont anyone to feel sorry for me cause theres no point in it. My heart is broke and its not going to heal up till I know the truth. Thats all I want is the truth. I've never felt so alone in my life. No one around me loves me. Examples... My parents dont they told me I had to move out this morning. My brother doesnt he told me he wish I would die. My son cant because he is to little to even understand what love is. My boyfriend sure dont I read proof of that. So once again its me alone all alone.in a perfect world i'm not alone,
in a perfect world everyone cares,
in a perfect world no one hurts,
in a perfect worls he is there,
in a perfect world he holds me tight,
in a perfect world he is there every night,
in a perfect world he is my best friend,
in a perfect world his love will stay till the end,
in a perfect world he'll never make me cry,
in a perfect world he'll never say bye,
in a perfect world he'll love me forever.
Shannon
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shannon i am sorry i couldn't be more helpful,when you called today,i love you,you are a very sweet person.You are not alone,i am here with you,to quote michael jackson,and there are others.sometimes people say things they don't mean,and rian does know what love is babies know better than adults,remember ernest scared stupid the clue to beat the trolls the heart of a child and a mothers care,uncondtional love,babies love stronger than any of us,and rian loves his mom,now cheer up silly goose.
SOMEONE needs to be more understanding and maybe then others would be the same towards you.
I explained to you why I wrote what I wrote and I won't say if it was right or wrong because it was a little of each. Its wrong for me to have ever felt like I said I did in my notebook but I've had no help from you or anyone else to bar me from feeling that way.
But I think it was right of me to get it out on some level before I cracked. I wrote that thinking no one would ever read it. I didn't expect you to go digging through my shit and reading my personal things. I should have expected it, though, knowing how often you've done it before.
But you did take what I wrote and you did turn it into something worse than it actually said. Your mind is your own worse enemy.
-=The Prynce
well i was messing with your notebooks like i ALWAYS do and yeah. There was nothing in there that was nice or sweet so dont bullshit. what do you think of it darrell? please prynce let me know what i changed it the to make it seem bad. was it the part about if you had you perfect little world that we would be over and christy would be yours or is it the part where you said you just want out. there are meny more please tell me what i turned around.
You made it seem like I said I hated you when I actually said that sometimes I really don't like you and that I doubt I love you like I should.
The part you mentioned there just happened to be the worse of it all.
-=The Prynce
dont forget the "i want out part and in a perfect world i'm not EVEN you friend much less with you and you are with christy.
sometimes I really don't like you and that "I doubt I love you like I should" was i suppose to be happy about that no that show you dont love me like you claim
somethings are hiden from us all but somethings come out. in darkness the secrets lie but in the light everything will be seen. I guess my point is truth no matter how big or small it can bring every thing down. lies are as bad if you build something on lies it will never work.Time for some better sounding words you know that what ever gose down i will always be around for you to talk to. someday you will find the right person maybe you know that person
the_fire_that_surrounds_you:
Once you get past all of your pseudo-philisophical crap, you have a valid point.
Lies can be (and often are) the major crack in a foundation that makes it crumble.
My relationship with Shannon has been haunted by lie after lie after lie and guess what? They weren't MY lies.
Shannon and I were an ok couple from the start (not great or perfect by any standards) and it could have gotten better but lie after lie from her kept piling up and its been the core reason so much between us has been so bad. After the lies from her, I took on an "Oh well who cares if we last? She's just a liar." approach.
Just thought it needed to be added for those who didn't know...
-=The Prynce
prynce i stop my lying and you started it so why dont you add that.
your asking me what i think,i can't even keep myself straight ,but i think that,preston and you should stay toghter or break up yeah its defintely one of those two,like the prophecy starring christopher walken
lol crazy ass
anyway him and i had a pretty good day today. we didnt fuss or bitch at each other. anyway if he will tell me the truth i will have no complaints. its up to him if tomorrow/today will go as smooth.
you really shouldn't read people's journals. Just because someone wrote it at the time doesn't necessarily mean that it's how they always feel. It sounds to me like he was just venting some built up aggression.
You probably just need to increase the blowjob dosage. Don't give him time to think.
lol i know i shouldnt have done it but i knew he was lying to me EVERYDAY and i needed to find out the truth cause i sure as hell wont getting the truth from him. the things he said were not juat built up aggression.
Darrell and Prynce. SHUT UP! My cartoon is not funny its suppose to be sad so bite me. lol I drew it online and I was in a hurry. I liek my picture.
Shannon
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