Get It Out!

This post is to inform everyone that comes here everything that Prynce and I have put each other through. I'm post this cause i'm sick of always being the big guy when him and I are
even on the bst.

Prynce and I fucked on the frist day we started dating hell it was just before we were actually
dating (I know that was very slutty). Anyway Prynce and I never meant for anything to happen.
He says I all but forced him to do it, but as I recall he was very willing as was I. Anyway, we started dating and things were pretty good for awhile. Then Prynce started telling me he loves me. As did I. I ment it though, as for he was still hung up on his EX Christy. I knew he was talking to her but I thought as "FRIENDS".

Anyway while Prynce was bullshiting me about her and NOT lying but beating around the god damn bush, so to speak. I was lying to his face about shit I did and didnt do in the past. I admit I changed my story with him so much about my past I made a compulvise lying look honest. Thats when our problems started. While Prynce was talking to Cristy he was trying his best to make me break up with him by driving me CRAZY. Then we went to our High School bond fire. He says he was just checking on his friend when she was crying cause she seen us together. He left me all alone and I got pissed and had a fit. The day before he ask me if I would mind him going with her to the bond fire. I got upset cause I knew what would happen if he went with her I'm not stupid. So time passed and he stop talking to her (or so he says). I finelly told him the truth (he still thinks i'm lying, oh well). A mouth after he stop talking to her I found out I was pregnant. So time went on we were still having problems for example he was saying I need to learn how to take a joke (much like he does now), I was still having my fits, I also wasnt trusting him hardly at all.

Then come around my 8th month of pregancy he was suppose to go with his "friend" Kel. That night Kel didnt show up so Haley (other friend) came a got him from his house. He went to her house. He told me that night before he went over there he wouldnt drink (he swears now he didnt say that) anything. So then Prynce got wasted and the CHEATED on me with a girl name Ashleigh. Then I found out and blah blah blah I had flipped out.

Then time goes on and he tells me I need to trust him and get over the shit that happen with ashleigh and blah blah. Up till this very day he says I need to trust him more, stop annoying him,
stop being bitter, and stop having fits. I think I am doing a lot better then I was but know one I am around notices thing I do. You have read the BS we have put each other through. I think him and I are about even, as I said before.

Those of you (you know who you are) who post on this blog and try to say I am lying about what I posted I will delete cause I posted just as much about me as I did about Prynce. I can delete and say what I want cause this is MY BLOG :-). I just wanted everyone that comes her to know I aint no little ray of freaking sunshine and neither as my boyfriend. If you feel you have to cuss me out or have a fit feel free to email me its at the bottem left of my blog.

Later, Shannon